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The thing I fear most is forgetting...

It has never been clearer.

This angst, this heartbreak. It's the stuff of a hopeless romantic's nightmares. And when you properly think it through, this is actually AkaKame. This kind of beautiful hurt actually exists.

To walk you through a basic theory of just what went down between Kamenashi and Akanishi, I do believe they were genuinely friends irreplaceable to each other. And then the feelings came and, well, feelings fuck everything up.

Unlike the case of these two idols, though, this Jin plucks up the courage and sits them down to talk.

"Do you want to talk about it already?"

"About what?"

"About us."

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もしも時が止まるなら俺はずっと待っているよ。(Crazy Love, KAT-TUN)

So... I miss them.
Akame One-shots

Almost Over (PG-13)
Jin doesn’t want to be set free, but Kazuya sets him free nonetheless. It’s not like they have a choice anyway.
tiếng Việt (Vietnamese) translation here

The Baffled American (PG-13)
This is how Josh finds out about AkaKame.

Bandit! PG-15)
note: collab fic with carboncastel
Ready to bang with me!
русский (Russian) translation here

Broken (PG-15)
And it's sick that all of these battles are what keeps me satisfied.

Dirty Tactics (NC-17)
note: sequel to The Games We Play
We'll make them turn their heads every place we go.
sequel: In the Confines of Amusement

Disbelief and Desire (NC-17)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
Kame still has not dealt with the fact that Jin left KAT-TUN. Now that the soloist is back in Japan, Kame has to confront his own thoughts, as well as the feelings he had kept hidden for years.
русский Russian) translatio parts 1 & 2parts 3 & 4parts 5 & 6

Don't Touch Me There (NC-17)
Kamenashi merely brushes off Akanishi’s attempts at winning his body heart because the turtle’s not gay!

Eager Eyes (NC-17)
Jin is a creep.

The Games We Play (NC-17)
Tell the devil I said "Hey" when you get back to where you're from.
sequel: Dirty Tactics and In the Confines of Amusement

I'll Study You (PG-13)
University student Akanishi Jin comes home to his shared dormitory and suddenly finds his roommate an interesting example of what he learned in class.

In the Confines of Amusement (NC-17)
Part 1 Part 2
note: sequel to The Games We Play and Dirty Tactics
But my knees were far too weak to stand in your arms without falling to your feet.

One of These Days (PG-13)
One of these days, I won’t be afraid of staying with you.

Seriously Drunk (PG-13)
Kame is drunk. So is Jin.
Français French) translation here.

The Seven Things I Hate About You (NC-17)
Kame hates seven things about Jin.

Starting Over (NC-17)
Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5 Part 6
Kamenashi Kazuya always thought Yamashita's drama about going back in time and changing the past was cute and all, but he never actually wanted to try it. He is sent back to five points in the past in order to change the present. And maybe the future. Hallelujah chance!

TBOO (R)
Part 1 – 1/2 Part 1 – 2/2 First Taboo: Bloodlust
Part 2 Second Taboo: Paranoia
Part 3 Third Taboo: Death Wish
Epilogue Fourth Taboo: Romance

Thank god for AU (NC-17)
It’s the one night of every week that they can do whatever they want without anyone knowing. Without anyone judging them, because they themselves know that what they’re doing is wrong… Right or wrong, it’s something they’re not going to stop doing anyway.

Three Days Later (PG-13)
note: sequel to Wedding Day
Kame is getting married. Jin is... well, invited.

Time, Please Stop (NC-17)
Part 1 Part 2
It takes three nights for time to finally stop.

Wedding Day (PG)
Kame is getting married. Jin is... well, invited.
sequel: Three Days Later

What the Hell (PG-15)
Kame is cheating on Jin with Yamapi?!

What's In a Name (NC-17)
Kame is annoyed that Jin woke him up in the middle of the night. What did the soloist have to say that was so important?


Akame Multi-chapters

Dead Simple (PG-15)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3
What would you do if life teaches you a lesson... when you're already dead?

Maybe We're Falling (PG-13)
Prologue 1 2 3 4 5 6 7(final)
After 2 years of making the US his career base, Akanishi Jin is coming back to Tokyo and is rejoining KAT-TUN. Time has passed. Some things have changed, some have not. Maybe we're fallin' in the crazy love.

Who Are We? (NC-17)
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 Chapter 3 Chapter 4 Chapter 5
Chapter 6 Chapter 7 Chapter 8Chapter 9 Chapter 10 (Final)
He wakes up naked to find himself in bed with a beautiful young man and without any of his memories. What's his name again?

Without You is How I Disappear (NC-17)
note: collab fic wit carboncastel & cascadingmerrygoround
Chapter 1 Chapter 2 (Part 1, Part 2) Chapter 3(Part 1, Part 2) Chapter 4 (Part 1, Part 2) Chapter 5
Chapter 6 (Part 1, Part 2) Chapter 7 Chapter 8
World of Johnny’s Entertainment is burning with glitz and glamour. At the very top is Crimson Glory, the famous pop duo made up of the incredibly charismatic Kamenashi Kazuya and the enthralling Ueda Tatsuya. They are alike in that they follow where their hearts take them. Akanishi Jin is a solo artist who just recently debuted, slowly working his way to the top. Nishikido Ryo is an actor, and he goes for what he wants. Nakamaru Yuichi is the agency’s official photographer, and he’s happy with what he has. And Johnny Kitagawa. He doesn't make it easy for any of them. Well, except for his favorites, Shirota Yuu and Taguchi Junnosuke, and most especially, Kamenashi. What is true and what is false in this industry of illusions? What will they hold onto and what should they let go of?


Akame Random Universe

1 - This World is After You (NC-17)


Non-Akame

Cousin? (NC-17; Gokusen 2)
Ryuu and Hayato meet Yankumi's cousin.

While Humming My Favorite Song (G; Odagiri x OC)
When that dream comes true someday, I'll be at your side.


I really, really do...

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Current Location: bedroom
Current Mood: sad sad
Current Music: Crazy Love (KAT-TUN)

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Title: Dead Simple
Pairing: Akame
Genre: non-AU, Romance, Angst
Rating: PG-15 starting to think that I might change this in later chapters but for now, yeah
Beta gaea_chan (thanks J1! :D)
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
Summary: What would you do if life teaches you a lesson… when you’re already dead?
A/N: It’s been, wow, almost five months since the second chapter? I’M REALLY SORRY if you’ve been waiting for this (not that a lot of people are waiting LOL). Same as always, real life stuff getting in the way. Well, just so you guys know, I intend to finish this story no matter how many years months it takes me so if I could just ask a for a little patience from you guys~ xD

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WARNING: This post is going somewhere you wouldn’t expect. Okay, maybe you would, but this is really a jumble of thoughts and feelings and other shit, so if it doesn’t make sense to you, don’t say I didn’t warn you. Anyways.

Someone Like You has become, like, my Akame theme song since Akanishi got married.Collapse )

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BACKGROUND: So as mentioned in this post of mine, I have some stuff that I intended to write as full fics but never got the time and lost the... attention span? LOL. This is one of them. From here on, should I be able to post any such stuff, I will categorize them under the "random universe" thingy. They are most probably AU, unbeta-ed, and out of this world. With that said, I hope you like this one.

oOo

Title: This World is After You
Pairing: Akame
Rating: NC-17
Genre: AU, Action, Fantasy, Smut, Angst, Romance
Beta: unbeta-ed
Disclaimer: I own none of the JE boys and the songs used. The plot’s mine, though.
Summary: Kamenashi Kazuya and Akanishi Jin are vigilante partners scouring the downtrodden earth of the scum that they ought to clean out before their time runs out.


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Er, yeah. Despite the lack of activity here in my journal, I actually rant day and night at Twitter and I'm actually procrastinating working on three fics right now. One is of course the much delayed third chapter of Dead Simple, another is the Kame x fan that I've delayed too much *stabs self*, and lastly an AkaKameTakaYama fic that's a horny spontaneous thing that turned into a collab with kyleeers. See, I told you I'd be writing TakaYama soon enough.

Anyways, I have a few... texts I have on file that once wanted to be AK fics but didn't write themselves out. Thinking of posting them here just for the sake of it. Hmm...

So, uhh, yeah. Will post a fic or two soon. Basically made this post to say I'm not dead yet. LMAO. Hi, everyone! :))

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Title: Thank god for AU
Pairing: HayaRyu / AkaKame
Genre: Romance, Smut
Rating: NC-17
Beta: kamelli, kyleeers, and gaea_chan (bothered 3 people for one short fic because why the hell not? LOL thanks you guys!)
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
Warnings: Some might take this as a debauchery of the Gokusen series, but I’m sorry that I’m not sorry. After all, in my case, sanity and morality don’t mix with shipping Akame. It’s just a fic, jeez.
Summary: It’s the one night of every week that they can do whatever they want without anyone knowing. Without anyone judging them, because they themselves know that what they're doing is wrong… Right or wrong, it’s something they’re not going to stop doing anyway.
A/N: Genre should include angst but only if you’re really sensitive. Ending can also sound a little psycho, but hey, what do you expect from me, right. It’s been a couple of months since I posted anything so I hope this gets a slick, tight, and warm welcome. Yes, I just said that.

oOo


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Title: Dead Simple
Pairing: Akame
Genre: non-AU, Romance, Angst (plus Fluffy Fantasy sort of thing)
Rating: PG-15
Beta carboncastel & gaea_chan
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the plot.
Summary: What would you do if life teaches you a lesson… when you’re already dead?
A/N: Big thanks to my friend Chiyoko (@158Z on Twitter) for being patient with my endless questions about funeral customs in Japan. :) To everyone else, thanks for waiting for this update!


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The long wait is over. I think so. Watch out for it. Hopefully, tonight.

EDIT: Still waiting for my awesome beta to work her magic on the incoherent mess that is Chapter 2. Should be able to post it before the week is out. LOL

EDIT #2: Just got it back from le wonderful beta. Revising now. Let's hope I get this done before dawn. LOL

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